yet another decision made… i think i dont have any role to play when it comes to us! The only thng that resonates in my mind..is HOW How can u ever take such a decision… ??!!! No words..no logic.. can explain me the reason of your decision… a thing I never expected from you… one day you are so loving and the next day you take such a decision…. HOW?? this question does not seem to leave me..
You say.. this is good for everyone… HOW! explain!!!
I still believe in my LOVE and trust that things will be fine and ok. We will be together forever!
Every time I think of you my heart misses you. .I know we can’t be together right now, we’re just too far apart and I understand that. . I’m simply hanging by a moment, waiting to see you again, I know eventually these things will make a perfect sense for us and it will all work out, it’ll be worth it in the end. i just wished that there was another way that we could be together without living so far apart . I don’t even want to think about being with anyone else.. but YOU.. Without you I realized that maybe yes I could run free … but I didn’t want to without you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want us to grow old together..together as family. I hope this is only the beginning. …
I love u.. I hope to see u soon..
After another late night stint at office, as I walked briskly down the deserted street, I just wished you could be there besides me holding my hand assuring me of your presence, your arms around me letting me know that I am safe, that I did not need worry how late it is you are always there for me. Despite all my efforts I could not control myself and…..tears trickled down my cheeks.. I guess there would have been a smile which would not want to leave my face if you were here holding my hand walking down the empty street.But…. Dont know..what fate holds for me.. I just wonder how long is it that I have to walk on all alone .. baby..do you miss me as much as I do..every single moment??
As silence fills my loneliness
Only for you my heart cries
The growing gnawing pain within myself
That tears every senses of my life.
Tears flow endlessly
Even my eyes swells in deep agony
But nothing had been left
That I burned even more with desire
Just to feel the warmness of your embrace.
I still have the memories when we first met
Memories that I thought would just be the beginning
And would never end
But suddenly it was gone with the wind.
I always say I LOVE YOU
Deep inside my heart I do
Thinking that you feel the same way too
That even we’re miles away we can make it through.
I felt my world shattered like a glass
One day when you told me that I was just a back up
And that you are still in search of your perfect match
For someone you can marry even when there’s no real LOVE.
I have been waiting for a chance
Hoping that one day you would realize and understand
I gave you everything that I have
Just to let you know that I love you so much.
You have closed your door to me indeed
Even if I was just trying to talk, just being a FRIEND
Then I realized,Perhaps I was obsessed and was pushing myself to you…
And now, I need to say goodbye and Let go.
Courtesy: Pravstalk
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of me as your wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with.
And I wish that you could be the one I die with.
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life!
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand?
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Dearest Sweetheart,
Just as another of my mail went unanswered from your end, I remembered the times when you would get restless if I would not message you for more than a day. And now, you do not write to me for days end. Well, just makes me wonder, is your life so busy that not even 5 minutes can be spared in entire 2 weeks. When you very well know the emotional turbulence I go through due to your ignorance, how could you do that. I dont want you to ever go through any problem, but just wish that even for a second you could feel the pain I go through everyday. One sad face and my baby would be all concerned as to what disturbs me, but now, pleas to talk to me, goes past without you batting an eyelid. Dunno, if you are doing it with a purpose and going through the same hurt and anguish as me.
Just a request, if possible give me back the person, whom I met and fell head over heels in love with 2 years ago.
